I usually write about how I feel
But lately I don’t really know
Is there something I’m trying to conceal?
All I know is the words they won’t flow
Maybe I’m just copying you by being aloof
And maybe it’s about time
But I don’t buy it if I tell you the truth
Because I know you’re fractionally mine
Each time it’s a hesitant indefinite goodbye
Because we are each others muse
Hold your tongue don’t deny it don’t lie
We each have so much but so little to lose
I bring you alive in the words that I write
A poets muse how’s that for your ego?
And you bring me alive in the passion you fight
So I guess I’m the muse for your libido?
I like you I really do which is rare for me
But it’s a fact I’ve decided to embrace
Because whilst I am completely free
Sometimes I need the comfort of your face
And despite the games and the fights
Right now I want to keep you near
Because I do feel darkness some nights
And darling there’s so much that I fear
I will love again like I did once love you
And next time it’ll be exquisite I pray
And though I promised we were completely through
Just a while longer I must let him stay
When I answered this time I wasn’t a fool
I needed him to hold me near
Because fuck me this life has been cruel
I couldn’t lose him as well this year
