Repression for breakfast
I just can’t get enough
I feed on the lemons
I really like it rough
Every single day
I stomach a little more
Yes Ma I know I know
It’s lucky I walked out the door
It’s easier to agree
To stomach every blow
But I don’t hate you one bit
Though I’m pretty sure you know
I hate the disregarding
Of the magic of you
But always have always will
That’ll forever be true
He rolls me over gently
Whispers faintly in my ear
I think you’re the one
I turn away with sickening fear
For there was once a boy
Who met me every moonlight
He taught me love and hope
And made everything feel right
One night the moon lit up his darling eyes
And he looked at me like no one had before
He said I love you, you’re the one
And nothing was the same anymore
He wasn’t what I’d dreamt of
Quite the opposite I’d say
But despite all the red flags
I always wanted him to stay
I thought; well I guess that’s love
Standing head on with each others flaws
And not loving despite
But simply, because
I dream about him as you hold me
Mr Pan still visits me every night
And when I say come back to me baby
He simply says; we are going to be alright
For him and I have a destiny
Further than them stars in the sky
And as we once again look up together
I know it never really was goodbye
I love your wit and your charm
The way you can’t keep your mouth off of mine
How you can have me laughing for hours
Off of one silly, cheesy, little line
I love that you try to love me
Even though you think I’m distant and cold
But you see there’s this boy I made a promise to
A promise to together, grow old.
njm. 